I had a really good day today.
I went to church. I went to the beach with my friends. I had dinner with them too.
But for some reason I'm not satisfied. And I think it's because I keep thinking about him. He thinks I'm throwing him away because he thinks I think he's a piece of shit when really, there are about a good handful of reasons as to why I would not like to be with him anymore. They certainly present an ultimatum, but they're necessary.
And I don't necessarily think I'll find my *perfect guy* but right now, I'm unhappy. I don't know if him and I are no longer compatible for one another. Maybe I only need a break.
I don't intend on searching for whoever is my *perfect guy*. I mean, I didn't search for him and I was already so blessed. I'll just let life happen to me and hopefully come to some conclusions.
Pictures of the beach to follow.

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