It's still a process, but I'm realizing what I was missing from our relationship. But I'm glad I'm figuring it out. It's getting easier, but I definitely still have my down days. They're mostly about how it's difficult for me to appreciate myself and my own accomplishments. I'm not trying to play *the victim* but I can't help but feel that I lost the most after everything was said and done. That isn't to say that I'm not happier now, but there are remnants of you in my life.
I know that one day what you left behind won't be a hindrance. I also know that I'll stop looking for you in other people but remember what legacy you left behind.
Missing you is a constant reminder to myself that there's better out there. I'm not damaged goods.
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