I feel like I've had a taste of social anxiety kind of frequently lately. Like I've felt like I have to hold back what I feel or want to say. Or I don't know. I miss being unfiltered. But you know, like, I've been filtered for a long time. With my ex too. I feel like it's unhealthy that I have these thoughts or needs to say something just in general. I'm starting to be really needy in that sense and I think that's what it is. I think I need to keep my head on straight, lol. I don't need a dude's presence to feel whole. I think the desire for it is natural and it's okay for me to feel this way—it's just a matter of controlling myself. I can do it. I'm a big girl.
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