Sometimes I wonder

What if I decided to go to PUC my first year?
What if I go to PUC this fall?
What if I decided to go to LSU my first year?
What if my parents let me pursue graphic design?
Where would I pursue graphic design? At my dream school?
What if I moved to San Francisco?
What if I didn't attend CSUN on condition of a boy?
What if I took away my life?
What if I wasn't so sheltered as a child?
What if I didn't cut my hair shorter in April?
What if I cut my hair even shorter today?
What if my relationship was healthy?
What if my relationship is healthy but I believe it to be unhealthy?
What if I wasn't in a relationship?
What if I was married right now?
What if.