it's been a serious struggle since school picked up again. trying to find a balance between school, family, church, hobbies, friends, etc., has been keeping me on edge. I won't lie though; I don't think I would have my junior year any other way. I see the possibility of how much more relaxed I could be if I dropped an AP or if I let go of a hobby or extra-curricular, but my ates and kuyas made it, so why can't I?
it just sucks to know that I don't really have a strong support system, let alone a support system at all, then to know at the end of the day that my time and efforts put into something so special to me is simply not enough. I feel stuck and constantly biting my tongue, with my hands balled into fists, and I can't help but think "what if..." nonetheless, the inspiration to keep it moving motivates me from time to time to remember that it'll benefit me in the long run.
some recent pictures.
taken by Kingsley Ramos.
taken by Kingsley Ramos.
taken by Kingsley Ramos.
bonus. HAHA.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/15930065@N02/
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stay up.
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