too much on my plate?

• AP English Literature
• AP Calculus AB
• AP Spanish Language
• AP Government/Economics
• ASB, Senior Class Vice President
• Yearbook, (section) Editor
• PAPIA, club cabinet
• Photography Club, club cabinet
• 2 periods of Photography
• Physiology?

Or simply, nothing at all. I'm steady grinding, trying to find a balance between school, church, family, and crying. I have open doors, filled with opportunities, just offering themselves to me, but I'm tied by the crutches of limitations set by higher authorities. Often oppressed by seemingly obsolete options, I've been contemplating my academic and leadership progress and how it will affect me in the near future. Should I stay? Should I go? I think I will not settle for what is less than what I deserve, I sure as hell know I deserve much more than Southwestern, Mesa, Grossmont, City, State, and CSU.

Get on my level. I'm worth much more than this.