Fuego

This is my sister and I from a billion years ago. I used to be hella cuteskeez. I don't know what happened. (Click it to expand)

Anyway, it's kinda late, but I feel like a little ventilation right now. AB Samahan HSC 2008 was sick. Got there around 7:30am, represented PAPIA all day long. Played a hella inappropriate game and lost, HA. Oh well. I hope no one took pictures :X The talent show was pretty chill. Tahitian was dope this year.. I feel like the guys at Samahan went crazier than they normally do. Curtain Call was hella amazing. I went crazy over their performance. I hella would not mind watching their performance all over again. They were the performance I screamed the most for. After the talent show was the dance, which I had fun at. I wish it was longer, but I think I'm going to SUHI's Culture Night on Friday to make up for lost time at Samahan.

Lately I noticed that I haven't been the person I usually am. I haven't been doing my homework, being as attentive as I should be, listening to my parents, or even being committed to all of my extracurriculars. I've been slacking like crazy and I'm pretty sure it's because of having fun at Samahan. I know that there were tons of situations that led up to this, but the only solution I'm thinking of is letting myself "go" until Sunday, and then getting back on track on Monday. Just my two cents. I feel like if I don't finally have as much fun as my body will let me, I'll just feel like I regretted my chances.

I know I don't seem fair, realistic, or even worthy of your love, time, and all of that right now, but I have a question: If you realize that you're going through so much pain, then why do you keep hanging on? Think about it.