Am I really this needy? Kayla told me that every time we go shopping, that I put my mom or dad on a guilt trip to buy me what I want, but then again.. I rarely get what I want. When I'm not allowed to go out to parties (even over the summer!) I take it out on their money. I realized that already, because I do it intentionally. In the line to pay for what I got, Kayla thanked my mom, and my mom smiled at her. And then when I thanked her right after, she frowned at me. I asked her why, and she told me it's because I go shopping "a lot." Hell, when do I ever go shopping? I just get new pick ups from the money that I save from the money that I receive. And Kayla's too lazy to learn how to sew her jeans and make them fit, so she just buys new ones once or twice a month.
As of right now, I'm not excited to visit San Francisco or Manteca. I feel like staying home and moping around. That way I don't have to face you or deal with the stress of Kayla pissing me off and putting a huge guilt trip on me that will haunt me for the rest of the two weeks that I'll be with you.
I'm fucking done.
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