All is said. All will be done on Friday.
Please consider understanding my situation .. I'm only doing this because I love him, but I love our family too, and I don't think it would be a good idea if I didn't have this planned. I'd rather be smart about my actions than fuck up and get even more fucked up. This subject is even more important than just being able to sneak out to see him. It's so much more complicated, and I'm trying to responsible for myself, for you, and for him.
You're not even giving it a chance. If you really love me, you'd think about it and realize that I'm trying to be smart about my actions.
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part VI.ii
I'm glad you've finally accepted it.. I knew I'd be able to count on you. It just sucks when in the beginning that when you aren't supportive, I have to start scheming things to get around everything.
So, I understand that us, together, that we're being more responsible about everything. I know we both want it, but still. Now we need to be even more responsible? I know that you're thinking along the lines of "Fuck, this sucks." when it comes down to it, and I'm sorry. But I'm thinking, what are the chances of it really happening? I mean, I know we're blessed with the situation we're already in, but what if we're even more blessed than we think? I only hope nothing negative comes from all of this..
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