DAH, I hope she recieves the money order I sent. How unwise of me to not pay a little extra on tracking and confirmation. Well wtf, I'm still getting to know this process. Just hopefully, she'll get it before Thursday. If not, I'm gonna be mad disappointed that I spent so much, well not that much, but money doesn't come by me that much, and didn't get anything materially out of it. At least I'll be smarter about it next time. Silly Deaj, just use an extra few dollars for tracking and confirmation so you're sure that it got to the other person safely!
So, Karl Nikolai Orotea is his name. He is my boyfriend. My boy. My bestfriend. My lover. I tell him anything and everything. Especially how words cannot describe how grateful I feel that God has blessed me with him.
He has stuck with me, regardless of my moods and stupidity. He understands me, and he's always there to listen. Wah, he helps me realize the positive and negative for my own good. Karl calms me down with just words when my parents piss me off like crazy.
Oh, but I how I miss his touch. How he would look me straight in the eyes, rub his nose softly against mine, make me giggle a little bit, then kiss me. Bathrooms, dressing rooms, living rooms on couches, and cars.
How I miss all of those memories, but I can't lie. I do fantasize of what will happen the next time him and I will see each other again. And that will definitely be on tour. No, it's not nasty, you freaks, lol. More romantic than nasty. But they're my fantasies for a reason, so I won't get into detail. It kind of excites me though; I can't wait until some of SD meets him. Especially the Asians like Aleli and Kuya Ryan, and Chamber Strings haha.
By the way, Hello, Karl. I know you're reading this. I love you so much.
"the best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being." -Albert Einstein
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