No. I don't want to know actually.
It's crazy to fathom the type of technology or just the idea of know when, but even so, I wouldn't want to. I'm content with where I am and who I am currently seeing. I love Jon. Whether or not he is my "soul mate" or not, I'm living in the present—the now—and what matters now is Jon. The idea of worrying too much about my future and who I'll be marrying, etc., isn't something I want to consume myself with. Sure, it would be lovely to have an idea of when I will (if not already) meet my soul mate, but I feel like if I knew, it would occupy my mind heavily until the time comes. That's not something I want to happen. But even if I did have a clock to could down the moments, what happens when it's a negative amount of time?
XOXO,
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