IIKVIIII

Almost a week into the new year and I feel like I'm still stuck in the past.
Happy birthday, Ian.
Happy birthday, Jannica.
Happy birthday, Edmarie.
I'm extremely behind on school.
Christmas, or more than that?
Bye, Grandma.
Drama? Eh,
you're not being real to me.

I've been MIA, sorry. Um. San Diego vs. Pittsburgh this Sunday during Pathfinders.
My desktop is broken. I've been using my dad's laptop without photoshop. So no pictures.
Uh. My nails are dark blue, almost black in the right light.
I'm really hungry. And I'm craving sushi rice right now. Onigiri after school?
Christmas, or more than that?
Christmas wasn't as good as I thought it was would be.
Christmas '07 and the '08 New Year left me scarred.
I didn't go on A Walk With the Dinosaurs.
Someone buy my Bred II's!

Brownies
Halo-halo
Strawberry and chocolate ice cream
Apple pie
French Onion dip
Pho
Thai tea with boba

I love you. I can't have you. You're mine. I don't love you? I want you. I don't want you. What's with these mixed feelings. I like you.

Ugh. T___T