Although it's a sunny day, and the weather average the high 80's, it felt like another rainy day in my mind.
I'm upset. And you know it. The worst part is, that my sister told me. I was laying on my bed, venting my feelings into our notebook, and doodling away, when she tells me that you know I'm upset.
she's mad at me
"serves me right doesnt it?
i've been quite self-centered lately
i've been so stubborn & couldnt notice all this change happening
all the change going on, in my world & all around the world."
Less than halfway through I was already in tears. As soon as she finished, I was bawling into my pillow. I got up and cried in the bathroom, saving me the embarrassment from my sister. It sucks how vulnerable it's making me, and shows my younger sister how weak I am. This is the first time I've cried hella hard for you, love. A nosebleed stopped me from continuing to cry.
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