I will not be silenced. With a cliche on the side, I'm a storm that will not be reckoned with, despite my surroundings. The words from my mouth depart from my mouth like some hurricane spinning treacherously on flat plains leaving you choking on a thick cloud of truth. Starting from one spot traveling wherever it pleases, this hurricane will not stop. But who am I to say something so profound and so deep in thought? I am only a mere child trying to get through life under the comforts of my own self given limitations. A choice between beef top ramen and kimchi noodles is an easy choice. Beef top ramen, of course! Kimchi is disgusting. Confidence, Deaj, confidence. Just plain self confidence that will never be found. Never through high hopes of an inspirational testimony or even through the words I speak or the choices I make.
Fin.
Okay, so I lied.
1. Honestly, I don't think you truly miss me. I think you miss the thought of me. I can't tell you what I want right now, just the fact that I miss the thought of comfort when all is lost. Like I said before, I don't know if I want to be reattached or together with someone, it's beyond the question.
2. You don't even understand my situation! Taking me away from church might be one of the stupidest things you could ever do! Ever since I started going to FilAm, yea, I've changed, but hell, I'm learning. Don't stuff words into my mouth. yes, you're busy in work, providing with blood, sweat, and tears, but the excuse of "he's only eight years old!" is not apparent anymore.
3. I won't admit anything yet. I can't even admit the truth to myself. But I will admit we make one great team. Outreach this week was so successful! All my single ladies, all my single ladies.. Hahaha. You're so sweet. I don't even know what I'm in for.
Man, I'm so tired. New computer soon, maybe? I miss photo shopping and being online forums. I don't know. I feel like half of my life is missing. D;
